#13 A Day of Disruption and Trust
He sees our real truths in our hearts
Romans 5:3-5 ESV
«Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.»
The morning began with a series of disruptions, each one seemingly more challenging than the last. Yet, as I reflect on the morning, I choose to use the word "disruptive" rather than "worse" or "emergency." In my journey as a new believer, I've come to understand that things can always get worse, and our perceptions of difficulty are subjective.
Is it an emergency if no one was in immediate danger or required urgent medical attention. My health and the health of my family are good, and we are all awake to receive another of God's blessed days. The sun shines, and we have our daily bread, as He has determined. Despite the challenges, I believe and trust that God is working in the background, ensuring that all our needs are covered and will be met, in His way and in His time.
A year ago, before I became a believer and understood the might of our Father, I would have been in a state of distress and panic today and likely longer drawing into the rest of the week. I would have felt the overwhelming weight of the world on my shoulders, believing it was all up to me to resolve everything. But now, with the beliefs that hold in my heart, I feel a profound difference. The phones are off, and the noise of life is paused, allowing me this moment to write and pray.
"Lean not on my own understanding."
In my opinion, our initial reflexive response to a situation reveals the true feelings of our hearts. I can speak in Christian terms, recite prayers, and act out the expected performances of a believer when faced with adversity. But my true heart posture and beliefs are revealed by how I initially react to these challenges.
It is in those moments of disruption that one's spiritual maturity and growth can be accurately gauged.
Proverbs 3:5-8 reminds us:
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Be not wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD, and turn away from evil.
It will be healing to your flesh and refreshment to your bones."
As I navigate this day, I am reminded of the importance of trusting in the Lord and acknowledging Him in all my ways. Despite the “disruptions”, I find solace in the knowledge that He is in control and that He will guide my paths. This trust allows me to face the day with a heart posture of faith and hope, knowing that God's plans for me are good.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I come before You today, grateful for the blessings of health, family, and the gift of a new day. Though the morning brought its disruptions, I choose to trust in Your sovereign plan, knowing that You are working behind the scenes to meet all our needs.
Lord, help me to lean not on my own understanding but to trust in You with all my heart. In moments of challenge, let my initial responses reflect the true posture of my heart—one of faith and dependence on You. Guide me to acknowledge You in all my ways, so that You may direct my paths and grant me the peace that surpasses all understanding.
Forgive me for the times I have relied on my own strength and wisdom, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. Remind me that You are always in control, and Your plans for me are good. Heal my flesh and refresh my bones with the knowledge of Your love and faithfulness.
In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.
If you’ve made it this far, I thank you for your time and attention, the two most valuable assets we have in this life, so it means more to me than I can express in mere words. 💙🤗 may your days be filled with blessings and peace.
To my current supporters, thank you for your early encouragement. Let’s keep creating together! Cheers to many more inspiring cups of fulfilling creations.
That is all and once again thank you for reading.
Shashue Monrauch
Amen!